I was deep into my preparations for my message last month (David was taking a one-week break before the Christmas series started), when David asked me how it was going. I probably had a somewhat pained look on my face, which usually reflects how I feel mid-way through my sermon prep. He took me aside and gave me some great advice.
He told me that even though he preaches every week, (and in my opinion, does a masterful job with it) he still faces the "preaching demons" about mid-way in his study. The fears and doubts that keep whispering in your ear:
- This sounds like the same thing you said last time
- This is not coming together
- This is going to flop
- You're going to let people down
- This isn't powerful or engaging
- This isn't worthy of the opportunity
He was right. Those were exactly the things rolling around in my head. He told me to keep praying for God's blessing, keep working hard, and push through with what I believe God wants me to say to the congregation. He said, "Those thoughts go away by the time you get to the weekend."
He was right! The weekend came and it went well and people seemed to respond to the message. I felt like I had said what God had placed in my heart and I sensed God had given it his favor.
Don't we often hear the negative voices in our heads when we're out of our comfort zone? Isn't it true that so much of life requires "pushing through." You push through because you know you're doing what you're supposed to do. You push through because God has given you the opportunity and he deserves your best. Doesn't matter whether it's parenting, marriage, ministry or career: perseverance is the virtue that will make the difference. The voices will fade away. Just keep pushing (Heb. 6:12).